getting my wisdom teeth out next month. taking math test tomorrow. tired and lazy.
My brain exploded. and I'm fucking confused and thought it was something I had only not understood the first times around when I tried yesterday and on Friday and after multiple tries and different approaches I have no fucking idea what is going on. I think my brain is permanently damaged and all of a sudden I don't understand the stuff I used to understand about the topic anymore. I want to cry and burn my math book and declare war on math (if I haven't already).
I just read issue #7 of Final Crisis. I have no fucking idea what happened. I need CGS to record an episode where Murd explains what the hell happened. I mean, that's not the point of comics, right? Grrr ... Those drugs aren't working too well for Grant Morrison.

I'm really annoyed by my flu and I feel like cuddling but as usual don't have anyone to cuddle with. All I get these days is virtual cuddling which is better than nothing.

Math is driving me about as crazy as Final Crisis.
I have just noticed that I haven't seen a worrying number of my geek shirts lately and I'm worried about them which is why I feel the need to make a list so I can see which ones are in my closet and look for the others. I know I forgot some on the list. I'm thinking of a dark blue shirt in particular (not the Super Buddies one) but I can't think what's on it.


T-SHIRTS
- Hulk
- Wonder Woman insigmia
- Ditko Spider-Man
- Wolverine
- other Spider-Man
- Superman insigmia
- Batman insigmia
- Avengers
- Joker
- Wonder Woman
- Super Buddies
- Pebbles
- Jedi Academy
- Lost
- black JKG
- red JKG
- grey DSV
- white DSV
- DSV sweatshirt
- Harry Potter
- Hogwarts
- 4 Chiclete t-shirts
- Mickey Mouse
- Cambodia
- 4 Hard Rock t-shirts, 1 sweatshirt, 1 jeans jacket, 1 other
- Ampelmännchen
- DSV jacket
- Snoopy

UNDERWEAR
- Superman insigmia
- red Wonder Woman
- blue Wonder Woman


The only thing I've found so far are the red WW panties (and a questionable pair of panties with the Playboy logo on them that do so NOT belong to me).

Okay, I admit it, I've found quite a few of the items in question but not all of them and some might be dirty but I haven't worn many of them in ages so where the hell are they?
And I'm sure I didn't put quite a few things on the list. I will investigate. I have now decided that I'll do much better in my math exam tomorrow if I can dress in either the WW or Superman ensemble. Unfortunately, both parts of those are missing right now.

EDIT: Half an hour later and more items have been accounted for, among them the blue Snoopy shirt that might be the one I was thinking about but couldn't remember. And while I might have seen the missing WW shirt in the laundry and found the S-shield shirt, the underwear is still missing. I need to find either the Superman or the WW underwear (not the red one) for tomorrow, preferably the Superman one.

Ich fühle mich durch die Mathearbeit morgen total verunsichert, wahrscheinlich verunsicherter als sonst. Normalerweise bin ich mir so sicher, dass ich keine Ahnung habe, dass es mich nicht mehr beunruhigt, doch ich habe festgestellt, dass ich glaube, das Thema zu verstehen, was unglaublich erschreckend ist. Ich hoffe, ich bin nur irgendwie wahnsinnig oder die (leicht) bräunliche Banane am Freitag hat mir nicht gut getan und ich bilde mir ein, dass ich es verstehe.  Eine andere Erklärung, dir mich beruhigen könnte, gibt es nicht. Vielleicht geht es auch wieder weg.

Ich lerne heute nicht mehr und schaue mir morgen früh nochmal die Sachen an, von denen ich mir hundertprozentig sicher bin, dass ich keine Ahnung habe, was ich mit ihnen machen soll. Die machen mich merkwürdigerweise nicht nervös, sondern wirken irgendwie ermutigend, auch wenn ich weiß, dass ich sie wahscheinlich auch dann nciht verstehen werde, wenn ich mich intensiv damit beschäftige.

Ableitungen sind was, wo ich weiß, dass ich manche hinbekomme und andere nicht, wobei es nicht unbedingt mit dem Schwierigkeitsgrad zusammenhängt. So fühlt sich normalerweise die hälfte des Stoffs vor einer Matheklausur an: es könnte gut gehen, wenn ich Glück habe. Und dann ist da natürlich noch die unglaublich große Menge an Dingen, von denen ich keine Ahnung habe, die dieses Mal aber so wenig sind.

Ich werde die Klausur voll versauen.
müde. hab das wochenende über einfach gar ncihts gemacht und dafür was ganz wichtiges vergessen, das ich hätte machen sollen. ich verstehe immer noch nciht, wie man ableitet, obwohl ich die seite im buch aufgeschlagen und sie mir angeschaut habe.

BACK!!

Sep. 8th, 2008 02:27 pm
LJ is back. After a leave of absence, I'm back to feed my addiction. there were several moments after the alphasmart's battery died when I did make use of the Psycho-LJ, so you see that I am always feeding addictions. I didn't do much on the weekend and today was the wonderful first day of school. It was okay which means I survived ninety minutes of both Math and History. Back tomorrow for six or so hours. The schedule stays very much the same with some exceptions, of course. Problem is that I forgot last year's schedule and have to relearn it. I usually remember most of the first period classes but that's because I saw them on the schedule today and my mind is fresh in those hours if I have slept enough at night to be awake during those hours.

Not much to say in general

Math

Jun. 24th, 2008 10:25 pm
I just found the solution to my problems: An explanation that makes you solve every math problem ever.



1. If at all possible avoid reading the problem. Reading the problem only consums time and causes confusion.

2. Extract the numbers from the problem in the order in which they appear. Be on the watch for numbers written in words.

3. If rule 2 yields three or more numbers, the best bet for getting the answer is to add them up.

4. If there are only two numbers which are approximately the same size, then substraction should give the best results.

5. If there are only two numbers in the problem and one is much smaller than the other, then divide if it goes exactly, otherwise multiply.

6. If the problem seems like it calls for a formula, pick a formula that has enough letters to use all the numbers in the problem.

7. If rules 1-6 don't seem to work, make one last desperate attempt. Take the set of numbers found by rule 2 and perform about two pages of random operations using these numbers. You should circle about five or six answers on each page just in case one of them happens to be the answer. You might get some partial credit for trying hard.

8. Never, never spend too much time solving problems. This set of rules will get you through even the longest assignments in no more than ten minutes with very little thinking.
at school- God. I'm so desperately in the need for some me time. I need to write. I want it very badly right now and it is so awesome to have so much writing energy in me nut ow I really need to write and can't because I have math and spanish. I wanted to write now in history, take another look at the conversation between hobbie and shan I wrote because i have never read it and am curious about it myself which is a great thing about writing without knowing what's coming out. Afterwards, you can go back and be surprised by your creative output which can be fun if you don't hate what you've written which is harder to do when you have no idea you've written it.

Okay, I think I should try to write after doing drugs. Now all I need is drugs for that experiment. I haven't gotten drunk recently. I like my drunk output if I can decipher it afterwards

Ich hab wieder eine E-Mail von Jeremia bekommen, die ich nun gekonnt ignoriere. Ich habe sie nichtmal gelesen, weil der Typ mir mittlerweile ein bisschen zu komisch ist.

Ich hab Mathe nicht belegt.

Die erste Staffel von Oz ist genial.

Mathe ist scheiße. Ich habe heute morgen angefangen und will schon nicht mehr. Glaucia ist heute vorbeigekommen und sie, C. und B. sind nach Tübingen gefahren. Jul sollte auch mit, hat sich aber geweigert, weil sie Chemie lernen muss. B. ist unglaublich wütend geworden und hat rumgeschrieben, weil sie gestern noch gesagt hatte, dass sie mitkommt. Ich bin der Meinung, dass es glaubwürdiger gewesen wäre, säße Marc nicht bei ihr im Zimmer. Als ob der ihr beim Chemie lernen helfen kann ...
Wirtschaft war wie immer unterhaltsam, ich hab eine handvoll Sprüche (muss noch die von den letzen Tagen abtippen). Ich muss heute noch Mathe lernen und KepTex-Protokolle schreiben. Ich hab zu keinem von beiden Lust, aber wenn ich es nicht tue, werde ich von Oli und Seb getötet und beleg wieder unter. Nicht, dass ich unbedingt belege, wenn ich lerne, aber die Chancen stehen dann besser. Geschichte ist mal wieder ausgefallen, wird langsam zum Normalzustand. Jede zweite Woche oder so fällt es aus.

Ich bin mit "How To Succeed In Evil" von Patrick McLean fertig und es ist cool. Unterhaltsam, teilweise lustig, gut geschrieben. Ich bin nicht unbedingt glücklich darüber, dass das Ende ganz plötzlich kommt und die Kapitel nicht wirklich mit einander zusammenhängen. Die Hauptperson, Edwin Windsor, ist kühl und kalkulierend und nicht sympathisch, er scheint niemanden außer seiner Sekretärin, die sich teilweise eher so wie seine Mutter aufführt, zu mögen. Die Welt, die McLean schafft, ist interessant, Topper, DA Ring und Dr. Loeb sind lustige Figuren. Ich hätte gerne mehr Humor in den letzten Kapiteln gehabt. So interessant es auch ist, manchmal zieht es sich in die Länge, auch wenn es nur zehn kurze Kapitel lang ist.
Tiny Titans is such a cute concept that not even I can say that I don't squeal when I see artwork because it is just so incredibly cute. I am at school right now checking Newsarama where I found another article on the adorable miniature versions of the (Teen) Titans. Deathstroke as principal, how cool is that? It's described as Teen Titans meets Peanuts which means that there may be a chance to get some of my friends who like cute stuff to read this book. (alilein, I hope you are reading this entry, 'cause I'm thinking about you. Just check the pages linked to on the article out and tell me it isn't the cutest thing.)

I'm doing a report on the Vietnam War sometime this year in English. I chose the topic from a list because I have some background on it having been in Vietnam about five or six years ago. I honestly don't remember if it was five or six years ago, and I really don't want to do the math now. I have math in about an hour, so there is no need to exaggerate and do math now considering that I'm prepared for class. As mentioned before I actually did my homework on Tuesday.

I started updating quotes from this semester yesterday, let's see if I can keep it up, I'm not entirely sure though.

I just found a cardigan of my mom's in the laundry bin and I'm keeping it. The cloth is incredibly soft and although lilac isn't not my favorite color, I love this cardigan. I can picture her wearing it. It doesn't have her scent or anything which would have made me even happier.

I've started reading the third and by far longest volume of Strangers in Paradise and it's great. What else is there to expect from Terry Moore?

I also did almost all of my math homework already which isn't exactly my style. I don't do them very often because I don't care and I mostly don't feel like doing it. I still have to do my economics homework and according to Julia it's a lot. And then there's my Spanish homework. I simply love school. I know I could have done it during vacation, I know it, but by then I wasn't really aware of  the homework.

I have taken Nikki's shoes off, I've been needing to cuddle him a lot more frequently. On Saturday or so I walked around with him in tow. I want my mommy back. I miss her so much it hurts actually. It's as if there was a big hole in my chest since she's been gone.

I hate being angsty but that's how I feel and I don't have anyone I feel comfortable talking about it. It's the only thing I can write about right now and I have gone on and on about that in the past few entries. It hurts.

I have to sit around with my sister and my father later so Jul can tell him about her day today because my mom thinks that if I'm around maybe he won't kill her which I kind of doubt. So, if she dies, I'm not the one to blame. I really hate having to be involved in it because I don't see why I should be around. Jul should be able to handle her problems herself and I shouldn't have to be around for it. So I am annoyed by it. I mean, I don't ask her to sit around when I have to tell my dad something; I simply do. I guess we have a better relationship, but that's not my fault, is it?

rant

Jan. 12th, 2008 10:09 pm

 i officially declare that I'm mad at Dani for not being able to respect me at all. Isn't it common sense that when someone is sleeping, you don't have phone calls in the same room? Apparently Dani isn't aware of that. The girl really has a thing for making sleeping impossible for me when she is still awake when I fall asleep and that's something I'm very sensible about.

I also hate that she has taken up about 1G of my memory space and installed several programs on my computer without even asking (I'm considering to delete them behind her back). Oh, and could she please stop moaning about me not doing anything with her? She never did anything with me while I was at her place and for example yesterday I was at the KepTex meeting and went out with the guys afterwards. I even came home earlier to see if she wanted to do something, but she had gone someplace. I didn't even bother to ask where she had been. And I had told her that this weekend, I wouldn't  be doing anything because I have an exam on Monday -- an exam I am probably going to fail miserably, but still an exam.

At least Newsarama has something entertaining: Avengers Fairy Tales putting the Avengers in the story of the Wonderful Wizard of Oz and other fairy tales I actually enjoy (Alice In Wonderland and Peter Pan-- these three are probably some of my favorite). That's just cute, something I'd even pick up.

Weeds

Jan. 12th, 2008 03:52 pm
I'm more and more excited about Weeds. The problem about it is that whenever I start watching, I can't stop which is a huge problem because I need to stop to study maths for the exam on Monday. Monday, the first Monday I have to get up before 8:45am which really sucks although I know for sure thatclass will be awesome because the substitute in history is just awesome, much better than the pregnant history teacher that is kinda nuts.
I didn't hit 30k. Well, I had never set that as my goal, I'm willing to wait another day, maybe two, but then I'll be at 30k. I know myself and I know I will reach 50k before the deadline. I'm determined, I have a story to tell and I have no idea about Demyan's past. If that isn't enough, then I don't know what is.

Oh, I'll suck at the math exam tomorrow. I know the basics but once it gets to anything that is more than basic, I kind of ... die.

Yes, I know that day 11 only began about 1 hour and 20 minutes ago, but I have a nice word count already and I want to show off with my word count, so here we go:

NaNoWriMo
 Daily W/CTotal
Day 095,33221,862
Day 103,54525,407
Day 111,03126,438
 
And I will be adding more words to day 11 when I wake up, I need some sleep. If only I were as successful in math as I am in NaNo. Well, I had a math session with my dad that helped quite a bit but I still have difficulties and I hate the result sheet for the exam she gave us that was written by some girl, so I persume from the handwriting, which my father and I simply dubbed "Mädchen" and who is annoying because she does everything in a exemplary fashion and never gets anything wrong and I hate her for that.

Wörter heute:             5.332
Wörter insgesamt: 21.862

Was kann ich da sagen außer: YAY!!

Ich bin unglaublich glücklich, auch wenn ich die bisher deutlichste Anspielung auf Sex geschrieben habe, es ist einfach passiert und ich konnte keine neue Szene anfangen konnte, weil ich in einem Word War war. Dann wird Bernd wenn er es ließt wohl feststellen müssen, dass ich weiß, dass es sowas wie Geschlechtsverkehr gibt. Es ist nicht meine Schuld, wenn er damit nicht klarkommen sollte. Aber er hat Bücher gelesen, die perversen Inhalt haben (García Márquez), ich weiß nur nicht, ob es anders ist, wenn es von seiner Tochter kommt.

Ich muss jetzt Mathe lernen, auch wenn ich vielleicht Pausen für einen Word War oder zwei einlege.


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